life.

no one reads this. i don't care.

now in my life, i am figuring out how to put it in my control. music, i must make songs, do the things i need to, write songs, record them, work out ideas, getting more ideas on better and more unusual chords. means i need to expand my chord vocabulary and all that. then there's getting a job, wherein i've applied to starbucks. 7.50 an hour, plus benefits and a pound of coffee a week.

then there's living.

yeah.

my life, i just need to put it in my control. but for one last month, i think i'll be at the will of 5 more radiohead concerts. then. that. yeah. i've been writing songs. wrote a few yesterday. :|

and i'm living with family at the moment. not immediate family. i'm getting further apart from my dad. he's got his girlfriend, who i suspect might be using him.

i just want to have a band. i need to get that started. but i know what i want. i know what i need to do. i'm a good pianist and guitarist for two years. i am getting better.

blah.

my life.