tennessee

nashville today, almost didn't avoid seeing a b.b. king tribute band but did.

arrived here after taking a greyline to nashville at 8. left to a hotel at about 12. sought refuge. had a decent shower.

i smell good now.

it's a strange feeling.

still have the vip bracelet on, and a katrina relief bracelet from the tower records tent at bonnaroo.


girl said hi and guy said she think's i'm cute

typical i don't know how to respond


fuck.


i'm really really horny right now, can't contain it. :(

bonnaroo

brilliant setlist. 28 songs, including 6 new ones and dollars and cents and like spinning plates. i was in front of ed. literally. and he stared at me and nodded his head in sync with me, so i know he's the best now. except colin. and jonny. and thom. and phil. i love em all! fucking brilliant.

and beck covered creep veerrrrryy professionally!

...

i'd like very much to reassert my life. i can't. but for the meantime, i would like to think i can. :)

life.

no one reads this. i don't care.

now in my life, i am figuring out how to put it in my control. music, i must make songs, do the things i need to, write songs, record them, work out ideas, getting more ideas on better and more unusual chords. means i need to expand my chord vocabulary and all that. then there's getting a job, wherein i've applied to starbucks. 7.50 an hour, plus benefits and a pound of coffee a week.

then there's living.

yeah.

my life, i just need to put it in my control. but for one last month, i think i'll be at the will of 5 more radiohead concerts. then. that. yeah. i've been writing songs. wrote a few yesterday. :|

and i'm living with family at the moment. not immediate family. i'm getting further apart from my dad. he's got his girlfriend, who i suspect might be using him.

i just want to have a band. i need to get that started. but i know what i want. i know what i need to do. i'm a good pianist and guitarist for two years. i am getting better.

blah.

my life.